- I am happy because I exist and it is my natural state. Circumstances are no longer the source of my happiness.
- I am at peace with the way things are and eager for whatever is next.
- I have begun to see that people are innately innocent and that their selfish actions are a natural result of survival programming.
- I acknowledge that we are all just doing the best we can in a world that is mysterious and challenging.
- I am inexplicably driven to forgive everyone for everything.
- I take steps to release the illusion that I can control anything.
- I experience the freedom of knowing that my opinion and perspective are not important, valuable, or needed and the world goes on with or without my commentary, opinion, insights, observations, or point of view.
- I am beginning to acknowledge that the world is an expression of my perspective and programs developed through familial, cultural, religious and geographical influences that I had no choice in.
- I am starting to see that the only thing I am against is my perspective about what I am experiencing in the world.
- I [am starting] to lose my urgency. Nothing feels very important. I feel compelled to do the things that I enjoy.
- My stress begins to disappear. When it returns, I might find it interesting rather than urgent and distracting.
Thank you Matthew. As I've written before, my recovery began the moment I was truly done with living life as I knew it. Now, at that point, one either changes or one dies. I'm grateful that I began to change. I'm grateful today for my wholesale dissatisfaction with life as I used to see it, and I'm grateful to be moving into a perspective that works for me.
The very neat thing about these 11 Signs is that I can use them as a guide to note my progress. There is nothing listed above that's about perfection, and nobody on the Earth plane lives in perfection. We embody perfection, but we don't live perfectly. Enlightenment, to me, is simply learning to live life from the inside out - to endeavor each moment to live from the perfection that resides within, rather than reacting to the circumstances that surround me (which are really only the result of me and others living imperfectly).
My path toward Enlightenment consists of mindfulness, meditation, prayer, and practice - I practice being how I want to show up today. Because of this, I no longer have much use for protecting myself (my ego) nor worrying about if I'm going to get what I need. I know that I am already abundantly equipped to make this journey.
I used to live each day with the goal of just getting through the day - surviving without too much hurt, or, if I was hurt, blocking the pain with alcohol, drugs, and other addictive behavior. It is a depressing way to live. Today my purpose is to enjoy life and to be a blessing to those around me. It's not always easy, but it's a lot simpler than reacting to circumstances.
I am grateful today for the privilege of being on this journey.
Namasté,
Ken
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